Hello, I'm Fleur

Over a year ago, I sat with the medicine in the Amazon jungle—four ceremonies that I thought would simply be profound and memorable. What I didn’t expect was how completely it would change me.

Ayahuasca touched every part of my life—my values, relationships, career, and daily habits. And while the insights were beautiful, the integration process was anything but easy. I left the jungle as a completely different version of myself… but had no idea how to integrate my Ayahuasca experience or put the pieces back together.

I saw an integration coach (which helped, but was expensive and hard to access), and I ended up stumbling through most of it alone. Slowly, through trial and error, I rebuilt my life into something radically more authentic: I made peace with singlehood, left a soul-sucking career, and awakened my creativity.

I noticed that my story had a different arc than many I met in the jungle. While others had returned for a second, third, even fourth time—still seeking, still circling—I began to wonder: What if the missing link wasn’t more medicine, but deeper integration?

That’s why I created Becoming Fleur: a soulful, practical Ayahuasca integration guide and journal to walk with you through your own post-ceremony journey. It’s filled with the integration tips, practices, and step-by-step prompts that helped me build a life truer to who I really am.

This is the guide I wish I had when I stepped out of the jungle for the first time. And now, it’s yours.

With love,
Fleur 🦋